Shattered...so shattered...

Can't believe it...got myself so ready for it. *sigh* screwed up so much in my English SAC (school assessed coursework)... i'm doomed =(. Seriously i'm at an all time low, never knew schoolwork could be THAT depressing..it sucks. Even worse was that today's top temperature was 38 degrees...oh well, what's passed is past, no use worrying about it.
Meh, Casual clothes day tomorrow at school! At least thats a good thing, but its going to be 38 or so...AGAIN ><". At least there ain't any test tomorrow =D. Next week will be great, 4 day school week, same as the week after. Long weekends in sight :D (mind you, it will probably spent catching up on homework, esepcially after all those bad SAC marks).

Found a really neat song, and the english translation is even neater, love the song as well! :D Get ready for a long ballad, but i really like the song, anyone know the song if i just place the english translations here? :p

When I'm frustrated with myself and biting my lip,I try mumuring that name of yours in my heart.When it's as if I can't look at anyone and I'm wiping my cheeks.I secretly picture that smile of yours.You're my beloved, from the bottom of my heart.I'm lost near a summer that's continuing on to the unknown,heading to a distant place.But me, I'm not afraid at all.I'll give you this, from the language of flowers.In this pale, pale jasmine,there are strong, strong memories.Any time you look up, it says"I'll always follow you."When I'm cold and hurting and things suddenly collapse,you're the only one who still recognizes me then, right?I think you're a kind person, from the bottom of my heart.Today is always scattering to the windsand the path of my memories is fading.But me, I'm not lonely at all,because that's unquestionable proof.The rain runs too quickly,and the scent of the steamy air risesto the impossibly, impossibly far-off sky.I'm lost near a summer that's continuing on to the unknown,heading to a distant place.But me, I'm not afraid at all.I'll give you this, from the language of flowers.In this white, white jasmine,there are deep, deep memories.At any time, at any time, it says"I'll always follow you."

Well that pretty much sums up my day. Yea, i know it sucks, but hopefully it'll turn for the better tomorrow. Let's hope it does.
Cyaz guys,
Gav